Being in a big family with 4 sibling (although some families are bigger then mine) I tent to think that there isn’t enough time for me as a kid. Both of my parent work full time-sometimes during the weekend. So, it was pretty lonely, and I taken the responsibilities to take care of my little bro and sis. That fact makes me even angry. There were a lot of angry in my childhood.
Of course as I get older I learn to forgive them, because now, I know how difficult it is juggling with work, home, husband and kids. I have to be a super mom. Not wanting to turn out to be my parents, luckily I teach privately now, so I don’t spent all day away from home, and I have more time with my kids. Sure, it takes away my dream of having a full independent as a career woman, but I learn to make peace with it. I guess I wanted to correct the time, although it is impossible.
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